January 10, 2003
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This is to xkityrockx I’m sorry if you are bipolar and can’t accept it. If you are in denile about it, I hope you learn to accept it soon and find a pdoc to go to and get some help. It sounds like you are expericing some serious dysphoric episodes. I feel really sorry for you because I know what that is like.
Second of all, please get an English/Spelling tutor so that we all can understand your postings better. This may be another problem, maybe you are dyslectic and don’t know it. Please go get tested. Its the only way you are going to find help.
I’m sorry you felt you had to unload on me, but that is what bipolars are best at, unloading on other people. At least you unloaded on someone that understands. Please seek the help that you need. You will be better off in the long run. The longer you go without treatment, the harder your disorder is to treat.
I was 17 when I was finally dx’ed as bipolar, although I experienced my entire life. I hope you get help sooner then I did.
Safe journey to you.
