September 17, 2002

• I have a pdoc appointment today at 3:30 PM CST. My only hope at this point is that he doesn't change my meds because I want to give them time to work. I'm really worried that he is going to change them. Hmm... wonder if that is what triggered the depression cycle I find myself in at this point? I don't know.

  
  

  I'll have to write more later. I don't much feel like blogging right now. *sigh*
  
  Here's something I wrote yesterday that I thought I would share...

  
  

  Somebody Else
  By Stormy Stevens © 9/16/02

  
  

  I wanna be somebody else

  
  

  shiny and brand new

  
  

   

  
  

  I don't wanna be me

  
  

  all screwed up and blue

  
  

   

  
  

  I wanna be normal

  
  

  as normal as can me

  
  

   

  
  

  I wanna be somebody else

  
  

  that doesn't know me

  
  

   

  
  

  I wanna be happy

  
  

  and get rid of all the sad

  
  

   

  
  

  I wanna be calm

  
  

  not feeling mad

  
  

   

  
  

  I wanna be somebody else

  
  

  shiny and brand new

  
  

   

  
  

  I don't wanna be me

  
  

  all screwed up and blue.

  
  

   

  
  

   

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